A Boy Riding on a Sheep and His Beliefs                             Winter, 2003

Every time I see people having faith, I think they are very strong.
I have never involved in any specified religions.
When I felt my soul “starved”, I would lose my peace of mind.
I tried to read various books, waited for the “answer” to come up, and tried to find the “answer” in someone’s actual experiences.
However, I could hardly find the “answer”.
I will probably keep finding until I realize it.
I have no idea what the answer really is until I find it.
Trying to have good experience and understand what is happening on your own is important.  But living by strong faith and accepting what is happening is also important.  These are completely different and it depends on the person which one to choose.
I drew a boy riding on a sheep that symbolizes obedience and meekness.
The boy is a person of faith and he is riding the sheep without any fear.
Trying to live guided by emerging words and events is something like stepping into a blank world without a map.
The” will” to make a person step in a blank word is similar to religion.  The “will” may be regarded as madness, or it may be mixed up with someone else’s “will”.  Stepping into a blank world could lead a life to the wrong direction.

Life is full of mysteries.